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Friday, June 14, 2013

Flag Nor Fail

Just a quick update before I head to bed to rest up for this crazy busy weekend filled with 5k's, boot camps and work meetings/events. I had spied with my eyes a dress from Flag Nor Fail that I just HAD to have my hands on !! I had saw the release was set for today (June 14th) at 4pm... Now I knew I would be at work at that time and I wasn't really trying to be crazy about it I figured if I was available during the drop I would try and if not ... no biggie... Needless to say everything worked out and I was able to get my hands on this maxi dress! I can not wait to get it in the mail!!  I have NEVER been lucky enough to get anything before (doubt I would have even fit it in before either ...lol) but something about today gave me hope that this is going to be a beautiful weekend and I couldn't be more excited for it to be here! So many good things happening in the next few weeks I am so beyond blessed. I have worked my ass off and I will continue to work my ass off but I feel that some of my hard work is finally paying off! 



Here is a picture of the maxi dress. I don't think that there could have been a more perfect saying for my life. I truly believe in signs and I have received quite a few tonight. Count your blessings and seriously "Love the Process". That is a saying that really influences me so much that I'm thinking about when I get my next tattoo I will try to incorporate that in there. I have been thinking about this for a while and thinking of some type of text but nothing was jumping out at me. I hear a lot of crap all day and get over whelmed very often. Sometimes I take my emotions out on other people and I am trying to learn to appreciate every compliment that I receive and truly just stand proud for all that I've accomplished. Not many people can say they did what I did and what I am about to do. I am just beginning this journey and this new chapter of my life. I have so much I want to accomplish and I am just getting started! :)


It is time to get cleaned up and get my toosh into bed! Goodnight everyone ! Hope you have a wonderful weekend!!


Stay positive .. stay motivated .. stay beautiful! xoxox

OH .. and P.S. Sorry to be excited about this (but I only am because I have never been able to fit into clothes like this) Got my order from Victoria Secret today (Only because they sent me an email for a tank top they had for the color run I'm doing in July and it was on special) Was able to order and fit into a size L shirt whattt! So excited but I don't plan on shopping there often their clothes are too expensive for me! LOL I'm addicted to Burlington Coat Factory ! Inexpensive clothes are good for a gal like me who changes sizes so often! 


:) Just tried this on with leggings I had on from work. This will be a "before" picture one day! 
P.P.S. Don't mind my faces LOL


Thursday, June 13, 2013

Killing Time

So boot camp is cancelled tonight due to a bad storm they are predicting. Now I sit here eating dinner deciding what to do with my life for the night. There is probably some laundry or straightening up I could be doing but I decided to come make a entry on here. Procrastination at its finest! 

I'm very excited because this past week I have tried some new ideas I would like to share .. even if no one reads this thing.  So a few weeks ago I had an incident with my chicken that was cooked and packed for the week. I don't know if it was bad but it was funkyyyyy! Needless to say all those chicken breasts made it into the trash verrry quickly. I wasn't to upset because it gave me a reason to switch things up a bit. I love chicken but I also love ground turkey and I wasn't able to cook it for a while because I was over loaded on chicken. ANYWHO! I then started craving a change in my salad dressing. I was using different packaged dressings which I knew weren't on my diet but in the back of my mind I told myself it was ok. LOL. Tuesday rolls around and I come up with a great idea with the help of a friend and decide to try and make my own paleo friendly salad dressings! So here I am in the supermarket googling different recipes to see what I needed to pick up while I was there. I decided on two different recipes to start out with. 

The first one is a Balsamic Vinaigrette. I wanted to give this a shot because I love balsamic and even though I was sick of my other balsamic I was bringing for lunch this had different spices in it so I knew it would be a different flavor. The best part is how easy it is to make. I conveniently had some empty mason jars in the garage so I went ahead and mixed/stored the dressings in the mason jars. 

I will post the original recipe and I will tell you what I did differently. The recipe calls for:


  • 3/4 cup balsamic vinegar
  • 1 crushed clove of garlic
  • 1 tsp dried oregano
  • 2 tsp Dijon mustard, optional
  • 3/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil
  • Sea salt and freshly ground black pepper to taste
.... Easy enough?


I wanted to double this recipe but I ran out of balsamic (LOL) so I just went with it and I was pleased any way because I feel the balsamic vinegar has such a powerful taste it didn't hurt to cut back on it. So what I used was :


  • 1 cup balsamic vinegar
  • 2 crushed cloves of fresh garlic
  • 2 tsp dried oregano
  • 4 tsp Inglehoffer Mustard - Stone Ground
  • 1 1/2 cups extra-virgin olive oil
  • sea salt and black pepper to taste
With this balsamic all you do is add the ingredients into a container with a lid and shake! SO EASY! So delicious as well!


The other recipe I tried was "The classic lemon vinaigrette":


  • 3 tbsp fresh lime or lemon juice
  • 1/2 tsp dijon mustard (optional)
  • 3/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil
  • sea salt and freshly ground black pepper to taste
and again... easy enough?

I can't really give you the exact amount I used for this recipe because I did what they said and then just kept adding more to taste but I did use:

  • Lemon juice
  • 1 crushed garlic clove
  • Inglehoffer Mustard - Stone Ground
  • 3/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil
  • Salt and Pepper 
Now for this recipe you are supposed to mix all ingredients except the olive oil and then whisk the olive oil in separately. I felt that it tasted very olive oil-y and I wasn't a fan. I started adding and whisking away. I did not have lime juice handy which I think would have helped and I literally just realized as I type this out that the mustard I bought ISN'T even Dijon (hahaha I amaze myself sometimes) so I'm not sure if that affects the taste! The lemon vinaigrette isn't bad but I definitely want to have another go at it. The more I let it sit the more the lemon started to come through. So if you try this please try to be patient! 

Just changing up my salad dressings has made a huge impact on my salads and it's kind of exciting knowing you have something new! They are very simple to make so I will definitely be experimenting more often!

Another new treat I made for myself this week (by accident of course) that I just have to share is my frozen banana, chocolate protein and almond butter "ice cream"! Holy goodness! I have always been an ice cream fanatic! So, now that it's warm out and I have only had my favorite treat once (during my Memorial Day cheat weekend) I'm super excited to know I could make this in place of ice cream. Something about the cold ice cream consistency on a hot summer day! YUM! My protein shakes I make in the morning for breakfast/post workout have 5 or so ice cubes, 4 oz water mixed with 1 scoop chocolate whey isolate protein powder, 2 tbsp all natural chunky almond butter, either 1 or 2 peeled frozen bananas (I peel anywhere from 8-10 bananas in the beginning of the week and break them in half put them in a container and keep them in the freezer for the week) and water or unsweetened almond milk to.  Now, I honestly wasn't too sure as to why I was adding almond milk in my smoothies but it sounded like a good idea. I then had a debate with myself while at the grocery store over the empty calories because I didn't feel like it made a difference in taste. Well the next day when I went to make my breakfast I didn't add water or almond milk and I ended up with a think ice cream like texture protein smoothie and everything just clicked! I just add a wee bit of water to my breakfast to make it a shake and now I can add an extra frozen banana and leave out the water to create a healthy thick sweet ice cream like treat!

That's all I have for now! Time to get some things done so I can get my butt to bed at a decent time. Hope everyone has an awesome rest of the week / weekend! I will be busy running 5k's and doing bootcamp classes. Wish me luck! Something about this fit lifestyle that just keeps me going!



Stay positive .. Stay motivated .. Stay beautiful!
xoxox

Thursday, June 6, 2013

I'm Baaaacccckkk!!

Ok... to say I'm slacking is an understatement! I have been on here quite a few times and I started just typing away and something just made me delete it all and move on to my next project. Well now I'm back. Here I am it's June 6, 2013. I am 5 months into my life changing weight loss journey and I have successfully lost over 50 lbs FOR GOOD! I have never been able to achieve this before in my life and it is the best feeling in the world!! 


My sessions with my trainer were finished up over a month ago and I have been taking some time to find my own balance and bearings. Trying to continue this on my own .. easy? not at all. worth it? you betcha! I have had my ups and my downs this past month and I've also had many slip ups. The most important thing is that I never gave up. I might have beat myself up a little bit but never as severe as before. I just had to make sure that even if I allowed myself the day (ehmm.. or weekend) to cheat that I started back up with my diet and working out. I am not who I was so I have to change who I am every single day. I love my new life and I wouldn't want it any other  way. It's still not "easy" like I thought it would be... LOL. The workouts need to continually become more intense to continually challenge your body. The eating part is easier but there is still temptation on a day to say basis. My will power is stronger but I still have my weak moments. I am only human incase you forgot. I see people online who work out 3 times a day and never cheat and this and like GOOD FOR YOU but that is not possible in my life. You need to find a balance and find what works for you and STICK WITH IT!!! 



I absolutely love my new eating habits. People are constantly asking if I get sick of what I'm eating. The answer to that is NO. If I was getting sick or bored with what I was eating I wouldn't continue to eat this way. My food is D.E.L.I.S.H!!! There are so many minor things I can switch up in my diet to change the whole meal. I either switch up the type of protein I am eating or the way that I cook my protein. Sometimes I will switch up the dressing that I use on my salads and that really throws it for a loop. My breakfast varies on what day it is, what I have going on and if I worked out in the am. It will either be a protein shake (with frozen bananas, chocolate protein, almond butter, almond milk and a few ice cubes.. and sometimes strawberries.. HOLY DELICIOUSNESS !) or eggs with bacon ( who gets to eat bacon on their "diet" ?!? oh ya thats right.. THIS GIRL :) before you get all "judge-y" just know that I don't eat it often but I am allowed to eat it)  and somedays I resort back to the basics (25 almonds, a protein shake and a piece of fruit.). I have found that this works for me but it doesn't always work for everyone.



My newest goal that I set for myself (besides not dying at the 2 5k's I will be doing next week LOL) is to lose 30 lbs by Labor Day! Don't judge it is TOTALLY possible and as long as I continue what I am doing I already consider it DONE! ;) 



I have come to find that I am constantly talking to people about my journey because there is an obvious change in appearance and attitude. The one thing I want to say is YES, I do eat. Thank you thank you verrrry much for your concerns! HA! I started telling people that I stopped eating in December when I started my weight loss journey and they look a little confused. LIKE DO YOU EAT??!?!? Lmao .. Sometimes it is a lot to take on and I hate to sound like I am bragging but I am constantly hearing people tell me how good I look. I appreciate all the love no doubt but sometimes I just get overwhelmed. I will say thank you and I catch them them just creepily staring at me and I feel so vulnerable! LOL I feel that I need to hide myself or something! Hahaha Maybe it will get easier as time goes on. I guess we will see! 



This post seems to be like all my other posts in the sense that it is all over the place but guess what?! I don't care! I'm no english major I am just a 25 year old hairstylist from jersey who is changing her life one day at a time. My grammar probably sucks and I try too hard to make things sound proper ( which usually just make matters worse, haha) I am literally all over the place in life so it reflects in my ranting on here! I will just leave you with a transformation picture that my trainer posted on facebook last night. 



The picture on the right was me October 2012 in Las Vegas and the picture on the right is me June 5, 2013. 








Make yourself proud!! Stay positive Stay beautiful!! xoxo